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Saturday, November 27, 2010

I HAVE A MAC!!!!:D OMGOMGOMG -hyperventilates-

HAHAHAHA

I'M A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL TODAY((:

7:16 AM
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Wednesday, November 24, 2010

I think I pissed alot of ppl off today:/ I never ever know how to say the right things at the right time:/ then I end up pissing them off): sigh

I need better people skills.... And I NEED A KICK IN THE ASS FOR DESTROYING SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY):

So annoyed that I just stopped replying everyone cause I'll end up making everyone unhappy whichever way-.-

Añd honestly, MOVE ON-.-

7:46 AM
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Thursday, November 18, 2010

I think I grew up? During the past few weeks. After seeing all that. So many things can happen in a night. Like that week on the world cup finals. Things can turn upside down in a span of a few hours. It hits you like a.... Tornado? And you're left clinging onto a tree struggling to stay grounded. It didn't happen to me, but being there to witness it, being there to question what happened, and finally realizing how close to home it hit, it's just traumatizing. Even if I didn't know him, it still affected me that week, especially since I knew who was hit hardest. Maybe it's precisely why I knew who was affected that affected me so much. Guess I was worried about how he would cope?

And now something else happened again though this time I have no idea what, but it still worries me. I know I don't have to but I just do. No matter how much I resent his behavior and just him in general, it's a natural thing right. He still is my friend, and showing concern is the least I can do:/

I just hate feeling so helpless. The feeling just sucks. Murphy's Law proved true again huh. Wonder what else will happen next?

And I'm praying for you. All of you who have just been hit by tornados tsunamis and volcano eruptions. You'll get through it. I know you can. You're not as weak as you seem to be.

7:47 AM
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Monday, November 8, 2010

This is it girl.

The BIG one

The one we've all been waiting for. Well, maybe not, but still...

-cue hyperventilation-

I'm actually still quite calm. Like it doesn't affect me anymore.

Oh well. It's time to SHINE(:

BRIGHT as a STAR

and show the world what you're made of(:

IT'S TIME

4:47 AM
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Thursday, October 7, 2010

Omg 28 percentile for math. Just kill me now-_- fml

And econs was so bad it was hilarious. I think aiming for a C is becoming exponentially unrealistic): I don't wanna see another D on my Alevel cert!!!!!):

The Bermuda theory: When teachers give us 100 marks, we give back 30sth marks. They ask us where the marks went to, we say the marks just disappeared. We also dunno where they went to :D

7:54 AM
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Monday, September 27, 2010

Right now, I just want to get on a plane. TO ANYWHERE. ): escape this disgusting place... Better yet, skip the whole thing entirely-.- it sucks to study at airport starbucks. Self torture if you ask me-.- and yet I still go there every week. Don't know what's wrong with me.

I said before that I'll only let myself be sad for one day. After that, I'll move on. Well it wont be today. The worst is yet to come. And by that I mean econs. Why can't they be like chem? Just kill us in one shot, then give us time to recover? Nooooooooo they choose to GO THROUGH the answers first, scare the shit out of you cause you realize how many mistakes you've made, then they kill you. And with no time to recover at all, cause there's only FIVE FREAKING WEEKS LEFT.

Whatever... I am gonna move on. Prelims WILL NOT affect me. No I should put it this way. I WILL NOT LET PRELIMS affect me. There's more to life than studying. Much much more, if you know where to find it(:

6:55 AM
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Monday, May 31, 2010

I can't sleep): so many random thoughts are swImming around in my head... I don't even know why I'm thinking these... Forbidden thoughts. I think my life is getting screwed. Why is it that we have separated agIn... Cliques within a clique. I'm starting to think that I would have been better just interacting with the other side. It's more... peaceful. No secrets(ok maybe just 1) hmm but that ain't so bad, considering the vast number of said secrets that we never reveal.

Are we afraid of sth? Are we afraid to share? Are we, am I really not to be trusted, that you all can't even tell me what's going on in your lives? Isn't it a natural thing to update me abt what's been going on?? I mean, no need to tell me the details or anything, but just, how your weekend has been? I don't need to know the latest gossip abt you, or anyone else. Seriously I'm not a gossip monger. And I know there are things you can't ever say, but I thought we were good friends...

I'm freaking incoherent now I don't even know what I'm typing. Tmr I'll be back to square 1 ... We'll be back to cracking jokes, talking rubbish. I think that's all we trust ourselves to say to each other.

There's nothing to envy us abt. I don't know why you ppl ever did in the first place. your lives are so much better...

What am I even doing... It's nothing you'll see anyway.

We're screwing up the best thing ever. Must everything be so political?

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i'll miss you
whenever you're not around
when I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count

My songs don't make sense to me sometimes.

Btw typing with a touch is just ridiculous...

How is it that I feel like I have the worst life possible when I know so many ppl our there that have it much worse off than I will ever experience? I shouldn't even be feeling this way. There's so many things to be thankful for(: the sun, the sky, the roof over my head, the nice clothes, the financial freedom, even the grass... And yet here I am, complaining that life sucks... I'm ungrateful. I forget who gave me all these.

I think I should give and take. I should leave things be. We may be facing many setbacks, but I believe we'll get through this shit tgt. This shit that's called ALEVELS. Then maybe we can go for a roadtrip or sth. We'll get back to our happy place. Regular rock banding and doing rubbish. Sitting around and just talking. Feasting even, on our favourite ramen and whatever else(:

I know I'm asking for things that'll never happen, cause you ppl are just gonna run away, to different places. A gathering twice a year would suffice, but even I feel that this is too difficult... It's never gonna happen. I only have you to count on

you're my only constant(:

11:39 AM
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