You just made me feel more emo -.-After I watched the tennis show, I was already feeling goal-less, then you post this poem. Not blaming you though (: I'd have come across it sooner or later.
So, watch the tennis show! It's called Ace Wo Nerae[Aim for Ace]! It totally makes you want to play tennis =DD Though I did notice some things, like how even though 1 year had passed, but they wore winter clothes throughout the year. I thought Japan had seasons..
Anyway, regarding goals, I realised that I don't have a goal :O It's probably why I'm not affected by my results. Its like, when people fail, they cry. But when I fail, I laugh it off and think, there's still next time. And seeing that you're slacking away your time, you probably don't have one too. Yesterday, for some reason, the sermon was about using time properly. A lot of times we just let time slip past without caring, but when you get older, you realised that all the time you missed, you could have done a lot of other things. I think I wasted more than half my life already, seeing that I quit everything I ever took up. So we should both set a goal for ourselves, like ~I will get A for jap and beat zhou xiangyu and shock my biased jap teacher who favours said person!~ Write it down somewhere k, so that you can see it everytime you need a boost (: Cause if we have goals, if there's something we can work towards, then our lives will be meaningful right? (: Actually, I realised this cause 2 of my chinese papers asked this stupid question ,"How can you make your life have meaning?" And for both questions I answered the exact same thing(:
Also, I think people who work very hard towards their goals are very very extremely scary D: It's like how last time people who wanted to be doctors really become doctors cause they study like, 20 hrs a day. I mean, it's good that they're doing that, but it feels like an obsession, then I'll feel stressed for them. Then I'll feel stressed for myself cause I don't have a goal. So it all boils down to this. I desperately need a goal.
I shall start small then(: I will try to study regularly. Cause if I don't even study regularly, then there's no point seting goals for results right? We can study together too!
Ok, I shall not be emo anymore. I wonder how long I can hold that up. Knowing me, It'll probably fail miserably.
To end on a happier note though, all of us should Love Remus!
