Thursday, November 18, 2010
I think I grew up? During the past few weeks. After seeing all that. So many things can happen in a night. Like that week on the world cup finals. Things can turn upside down in a span of a few hours. It hits you like a.... Tornado? And you're left clinging onto a tree struggling to stay grounded. It didn't happen to me, but being there to witness it, being there to question what happened, and finally realizing how close to home it hit, it's just traumatizing. Even if I didn't know him, it still affected me that week, especially since I knew who was hit hardest. Maybe it's precisely why I knew who was affected that affected me so much. Guess I was worried about how he would cope?
And now something else happened again though this time I have no idea what, but it still worries me. I know I don't have to but I just do. No matter how much I resent his behavior and just him in general, it's a natural thing right. He still is my friend, and showing concern is the least I can do:/
I just hate feeling so helpless. The feeling just sucks. Murphy's Law proved true again huh. Wonder what else will happen next?
And I'm praying for you. All of you who have just been hit by tornados tsunamis and volcano eruptions. You'll get through it. I know you can. You're not as weak as you seem to be.
7:47 AM
we hate cockroaches
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